28.4.09

Momoo :'(


I don't know where he is now, but he left home with a broken leg.
Get well soon, get home soon please............

I Heart Hectic Situation


but not playin' games, of course.

Nowadays, I got many tests and tasks to do. Heck, I really wanna finish them all soon, but the teachers keep postponing all tests and I haven't done my tasks yet (oh well, I'm gonna make it sooner). Sitting in front of my laptop, with a blank create a post page successfully drives me crazy. I can't bear writing something. In my mind, there are many things. Complicated, but I'm kinda enjoying my life with its all 'weird' thingy.
Everything is illuminated? I hope so. I want to study Biology again after this, have a dinner, then go to beddddd. Being night-later is awful. I got the dark circles now and pale look in the morning.
-__________-

I will add some cool songs to my daily playlist in my BB (I listen to it every morning and suddenly get bored with those songs in there)!
Life's getting hectic, but I really really really love it.

I Said This to My Bestfriend Today

"Just be cool. I know you're cool. What goes around, comes around."

Understand This, Please

You can never push it to be true.
Don't ever try, don't ever wait.
Cause there's no way I will change what my heart says.
That's it.
No exact reason like Mathematics has.
Nothing to be remembered, not like Biology always got.
Even none steps you can do to make me feel the same way too.
well, it's simply not Chemistry.

26.4.09

Personality Disorder

Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: Moderate click for info
Schizoid: Low click for info
Schizotypal: Moderate click for info
Antisocial: Low click for info
Borderline: Low click for info
Histrionic: Moderate click for info
Narcissistic: High click for info
Avoidant: Low click for info
Dependent: Low click for info
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low click for info

For This Week (priority order) :


1. Studying
It's really okay to call me geeky. I don't care. I need studying.
2. STOP WLM-ing too much
cause simply I need studying.
3. DOING ALL TASKS
4. Practicing Dancing
5. Going to The Bookstore


Hope I can do them all, more posts later! :)

24.4.09

Homework

Oookay, a good friend of mine, Aldhin, nicely scanned the Chemistry homework for me! yeaaay :)
Now, I want to do it and after finishing it, I'll do blogwalking for sure. Enjoying every minute of my soon-will-be-end holiday.

xxx F

23.4.09

Hell Yeah

yeahs, bangun tidur dengan mood lumayan, baca pm orang tentang PR KIMIA.
Iya, gue tau emang ada PR KIMIA. TAPI GUE GA DAPET KERTASNYA WOY!!!!

"gue ga dapet, gimana mau bikin dong?"

terus yang ditanya jawabnya,

"ada di fely sisanya"

JADI GUE DAPET SISANYA GITU?
terus gue mesti ngambil ke rumah Fely?
what a freak you, kid.

and another friend of mine asked her to scan it,

she said "udah gue isi smua kertasnya, maap ya"


ampun deh.

Oh You're So NAIVE Yet So

adjective
1. marked by or showing unaffected simplicity and lack of guile or worldly experience; "a teenager's naive ignorance of life"; "the naive assumption that things can only get better"; "this naive simple creature with wide friendly eyes so eager to believe appearances" [ant: sophisticated]
2. of or created by one without formal training; simple or naive in style; "primitive art such as that by Grandma Moses is often colorful and striking" [syn: primitive]
3. inexperienced
4. lacking information or instruction; "lamentably unenlightened as to the laws" [syn: uninstructed]
5. not initiated; deficient in relevant experience; "it seemed a bizarre ceremony to uninitiated western eyes"; "he took part in the experiment as a naive subject" [syn: uninitiate]

Chat Log Viewer Yow

(10:48 AM) x: HAHHAHHAHA
(10:48 AM) x: itu lagi.......
(10:48 AM) Ferinda: BOSEN
(10:48 AM) Ferinda: hahahaha
(10:48 AM) x: your life is amazing
(10:48 AM) x: ada ini ada itu
(10:48 AM) x: yg guru metal lah
(10:48 AM) x: yg status itu lah
(10:49 AM) x: hahhahahah asik bgt deh


thank you for opening my eyes that life's still beautiful to live, friend. :)

22.4.09

Take Me to New York


yes yes, someone please take me to NY!

Labels or Love, Winner or Loser

We are human, naturally were born with all sense and feeling inside.
and of course, we were born with a sense of not-wanna-be-a-loser.

So, what's the relation between this post's title and not-wanna-be-a-loser sense?
This one may be boring, but let me write down about love.

Labels here are not about designer stuffs, expensive or masterpiece touch.
Labels here are about "labels on human".
Yes, everyone of us has got the label, such as single, taken, in a relationship, and so on.

Sometimes, people only want the labels. It's true, and it often happens.
Just because the not-wanna-be-a-loser sense they tend to find a girlfriend or a boyfriend faster than their ex does. We all don't know if it's true love or only.....yeah, something that can make you move on.

It's natural, very natural cause we're human not aliens. We don't wanna be a loser, we don't wanna be the poor one. Alone with no one, when someone who dumped us already got a fling.
It's really human to act as the winner.

but are you the real winner?
some Indonesian note books which have got a proverb on every its page says
"the real winner get up even when they can't"

yeah, the real winner is not the one who got the substitute earlier. the real winner is the one who finds another true love earlier.

100 truths

001. Real name ? FPL
002. Like it ? yeahs, I really like letter F.
003. Nickname(s)? Erin, Eyin, Rine, Silver?(hahahaha ngarep)
004. Status ? ssssingle yow
005. Zodiac sign ? The Water Bearer
006. Male or female ? F
007. Elementary ? SDI Nurul Iman
008. Middle School ? SMPN 109 Jkt
009. High School ? SMA N 8 Jkt
010. Hair color ? Dark brown
011. Long or short ? long long long
012. Eye color ? black
013. Weight ? secret I'll never tell
014. Height ? 169 for now
015. Righty or lefty ? rrrighty
016. Loud or Quiet ? Loud hell yeah
017. Sweats or Jeans ? sweats
018. Phone or Camera ? camera
019. Health freak ? yeahs
020. Piercings ? only on my ears
021. Do you have a crush on someone ? yeahs, Julian Casablancas lalalala
022. Eat or Drink ? eat
023. Purse or Backpack ? tote bag
024. Tattoos ? temporary one
025. Do You Like Yourself ? forrr sure
026. Current worry ? lessons at school

THIS OR THAT:
027. Orange or Apple Juice ? orange one
028. Night or Day ? night
029. Sun or Moon ? rain.......
030. TV or Internet ? Internet
031. PlayStation or XBox? PSP
032. Kiss or Hug ? hmm
033. Iguana or Turtle ? dinosaur
034. Spider or Bee ? spider
035. Fall or Spring ? fall
036. Limewire or iTunes ? BOTH
037. Soccer or Baseball ? Baseball

FIRSTS:
038. First surgery ? -
039. First piercing ? Ears
040. First best friend ? lupaaa
041. First Sport ? gymnastics
042. First award ? modelling one
043. First crush ? forget the name
044. First pet ? kitten
045. First big vacation ? to my grandma's house
046. First big birthday ? When I was 1

CURRENTLY:
047. Eating ? nope
048. Drinking ? nope
049. I'm about to ? go to somewhere
050. Listening to ? nope
051. Singing ? Mercy - Duffy
052. Typing ? this one
053. Waiting for ? dina's text message

YOUR FUTURE:
054. Want kids ? yeay
055. When ? 9 years later
056. Want to get married? yeay
057. When ? 8 years later
058. Where Do You Want To Live ? idk why, bintaro.
059. Careers in mind ? neurosurgeon, a journalist yet a good wife
060. What Did You Want To Be When You Were Little ? architect
061. Mellow Future Or Wild? Lovely one
062. Something You Would Never Try ? nothing

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
063. Lips or eyes ? eyes
064. Shorter or taller? taller
065. Romantic or spontaneous ? spontaneous
066. Nice stomach or nice arms ? armssss
067. Sensitive or loud? sensitive
068. Hook-up or relationship ? relationship
069. Trouble maker or hesitant ? troublemaker
070. Hugging or Kissing ? hugging
071. Tan Skinned or Light ? light one
072. Dark or Light Hair ? dark haiirrr
073. Muscular or Normal ? cool one, muscular yet skinny though :P

HAVE YOU EVER:
074. Lost glasses/contacts ? nope
075. Ran away from home ? noooo
076. Held a gun/knife for self defense ? no no no
077. Killed somebody ? killed ants yes
078. Broken someone's heart ? yes
079. Been arrested ? no
080. Cried when someone died ? no
081. Kissed A Stranger ? no
082. Climbed Up A Tree ? yes
083. Liked A Friend As More Than A Friend ? yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
084. Yourself ? for sure, the one I can rely on is myself :)
085. Miracles ? absolutely
086. Love at first sight ? yeahs
087. Heaven ? Yes
088. Santa Claus ? kinda
089. Kiss on the first date ? wow

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
090. Is there one person you want to be with right now ? hell yeah yes
091. Do You Like Someone ? yes, my mom
092. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life ? :)
093. Do you believe in God ? :D

LASTS
094. Recieved/Sent Text Message ? Dina
095. Received Call ? Aless
096. Call Made ? Daddy
097. Comment On MySpace ? I dont have a myspace
098. Missed Call ? someone
099. Person You Hung out With ? family, and all fweeends :)
100. Post as 100 truths and tag : all people who read this

I Had Sushi for Lunch


taken by : Alessandra Syukrika
edited by me.

21.4.09

Perfect Picture of Holiday

I'm thinking about going to outer space and spending my holiday there.

I will ask some of my girls and my mom and my dad and my cats and my favourite football player to accompany me and remind them to bring oxygen for their own sake.
I bring my laptop. Just pretend, there's an internet connection so I can still post and do twitter-ing.
I may bring my wayfarer too, in case the sun acts like... you know, in Know1ng.

and I will meet some aliens, the green one with long muscular tentacles and look like Chuuka Iidako a lot. Ask them to kidnap some people on earth and make them as their objects of anatomy experiment (of course they agree and then we make friends yuhuuu). They don't use flying saucer, they use a cool plane made by crystal or something which is clear and wonderful to see.

and then I watch the planets move around, the meteors swing, and the asteroid which comes closer to earth? hell yeah. I'm so into movies like The Day after Tomorrow.
It'd be nice if I wore the astronaut clothes designed by Marc Jacobs and then any shoes by Steve Madden on my feet.
Then I'll be back on Saturday, doing my homework, and studying.


Hell yeah, unfortunately this one only lives in my own brain.

Badmood

everything seems to be pretty annoying, that's it.

20.4.09

Two Pieces are Enough



Jill Scott light blue ruffled shirt-Gitchy black pencil waist skirt with belt detail

I Want Those


and go to a thrift store sooner. I need to make up my closet :P

19.4.09

So It's Twitter

Yeah, just follow : http://www.twitter.com/maryjaneoh

see how the alter ego takes my role :P

18.4.09

Me and The Next Becks

ferinda + feruz + cameraphone - (pose + ready to be taken photo) + photoshop =

just fyi, he's a good football player!
photos taken by : Dayen.

Morning Madness

Yeah, when some people out there are studying for National Exam, when the others are still sleeping blissfully, or jogging, or having breakfast,
I shout and shed some tears.......

17.4.09

Brand New Banner

I got some inspirations from my mate next chair in LabKom, Fahdiana. Well, she did a superb scrapping and make me really tempting to make that kind.
Here it is, my neu banner. Gimme your comments, cupcakes!

xx Ferinda

I am 69% Mentally ill

[ ] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[x] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blonde.

subtotal: 3

[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

subtotal: 8

[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You type with three fingers or less.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

subtotal: 11

[] You have fallen asleep in class.
[] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice'

subtotal: 12

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

subtotal: 15

[x] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[ ] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[x] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

Subtotal: 23

Total: 23

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 3
and re-post as: I am --% Mentally ill.

16.4.09

Dedicated to You, Joker



We are all have the insanity inside.
Laughing as a mask, joking as a shadow.
Simply to cover up sadness and horrible nightmare.
Joker does, we do.
So, why so serious?

12.4.09

Everything I'm not

I'm not a girl who looks like someone on TV, &!%*!(@!
I'm not an annoying fans, I got lots of things to do than just asking for your autograph.
I'm not a stalker, I don't like to follow, of course to stalk you either.
I'm not a disturbing ex-girlfriend. :P
I'm not a fashion-spread victim, I don't waste my money for something exactly like in the magz which won't look good on me.

yeah, I am me, and you? who are you?

11.4.09

Blablabla

It's now 11 something pm. Wondering some things, making plans, and chatting with best(s). Lately, I feel that anybody has their own businesses, not in the bad terms, but in the good ways.
I'd love to hear those stories, really.
So how do I do? I'm really fine. More than words could describe.
I'm thinking much about my future nowadays and sometimes it makes me feeling a bit stressed out. About what bimbel, what major, and so on. Please God, help me.
Yeah, Tiring yet lovely weekend.
I miss going to school!
Even though, I haven't memorized even a sentence for my group's drama. HAHAHAHA

Friday at fX

Featuring :







:P

all picts by Dayen.

thanks for Dayen, Ian, Feruz, Kobay, Widi, and Willy!

how about your Friday? tell me! :)
xx Ferinda

10.4.09

9.4.09

Labels and Love for Carrie Bradshaw


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In real life, I'm not fond of SJP.
But Carrie Bradshaw........ wow. She's unbelievably awesome, pretty, yet edgy.
Her bestfriends are cool too, she got a seriously charming husband, and best-seller books!
Yeahs, they will make the sequel of the movie.
I'm looking forward to it, simply because the outfits are totally fine.

8.4.09

Lily Donaldson






She's 22.
A perfect picture for a supermodel, skinny and tall.
She hasn't got a fairy-look-alike face like any other models. Just simply, natural and so British.
Seeing some of her ads makes me heart her. Even though her daily style is not as dazzling as the gorgeous Aggy but, it's okay. I like her.
She's worked for D&G, Dior, Burberry, Jil Sander, and more.

Latex Leggings Are Way Too Cool





taken from : google images
They are cool and I've found them many times, mostly in every boutique I went.
With bikers jacket, loose white tee's, and doc martens, they'll be perfect for a rockstar touch!
They're worth to buy, but...... I don't know why I still don't have any intention to do it.
Later, maybe.

Wednesday

For some reasons, I hate Wed.
but not today..... ♥

6.4.09

The Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind

Di sini gue ga mau bikin review kok, cuma mau doodling setelah cukup lama nulis post yang... ada temanya. Hahahaha
Well, hari ini capeeeeeeek to the max. Baru aja kelar bikin naskah drama tugas Bu Sri dan blablabla dan abis kejebak macet 3 JAM di Tebet. &!@%!%^~!
Gile bener deh Jakarta.

Terus kenapa judul postnya itu? Kayak film indie yang ceritanya nyentrik tapi dalem banget itu?

Kalo lagi bengong akhir-akhir ini, gue berpikir kalo ada program macem di film The Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, gue bakalan ikut.
Lebih edan, gue pernah ngarep bangun pagi dengan keadaan gak inget seseorang di luar sana. Dan menjalani hidup gue tanpa beban, painless.

Soalnya paling sucks itu kalo keinget, kangen, tapi ga bisa ngapa-ngapain.....


Thanks for reading my least important post
Good night, have a nice dream all!

xx Ferinda

5.4.09

MK and 201st







I adore her since I was in Elementary school. At that time, not for her style for sure, but for all her roles in the movies. Cute! Now, I still love her, but for more. Her looks are way so gorgeous. Little bit grunge and not too much shocking colors, perfect. Actually, I'm not a big fan of her sense-of-dress, sometimes it goes too quirky and not so versatile... but yeah, everyone got the different way to show their personal style, right?
and the last but not least, I love her choice of shoes.
Rawrrrr, they're rocks!
By the way, this's the 201st post of Paper Dreams. yeaaay!

Front Row



take a deep breath, believe in your own, and grab your dreams.
'cause you only live once. don't let yourself be left behind.
cool people always sit in the front row.

Something I Realized After BBM 8 and ASC 2009

cool scoops :

a wonderful chair mate, supportive creative cheerful and lovable.
a superb study partner, just so you know she always got 100 for Physics.
someone to talk all stuffs to, she's a queen bee hunt finalists, and she understands me.
my queen of libertines, talkative, smart, got a very cool voice and source of joyous days.
adorable girl with grey-lenses, pretty yet cool to share about gossips.
the boy next chair who's weird yet coolest ever.
the tukang curhat who can play guitar well.
the electronic guy yet the best driver ever.
monjay bros.
XI IPA H.
my lovely time in 11th grade is so priceless!
I want to enjoy it to the fullest.
How about you?

4.4.09

My Favourite Song This Week

My favourite part :
"Oh you're so naive yet so"

I'm not saying it was your fault
Although you could have done more

Oh you're so naive yet so

How could this be done
Your such a smiling sweetheart
Oh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly way
Something so beautiful
That everytime I look inside

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I may say it was your fault
Cause I know you could have done more

Oh you're so naive yet so

How could this be done
By such a smiling sweetheart
Oh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly way something so beautiful
Everytime I look inside

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

How could this be done
By such a smiling sweetheart

Oh you're so naive yet so

Such an ugly thing
Someone so beautiful
And everytime you're on his side

I know she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it maybe be she's still out to get me

And I know she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it maybe be she's still out to get me

Just don't let me down
Just don't let me down
Hold on to your kite
Just don't let me down
Just don't let me down
Hold on to your kite
Just don't let me down
Just don't let me down
Hold on to this kite
Just don't let me down

Naive by Lilly Allen (The Kooks Cover Version)

Agyness' Not So Short Hair





I'm fond of hers, really. But you know the rules, I won't ever cut my hair. Never. :P
Which one do you prefer? Me prefer the second pict! :D

Bleeding Love



Go on, be strong, and write another love song.

2.4.09

My Knight



Just keep going,
meet me another day when you will be my knight.

Size 12 is Not Fat



Heather Wells was a teenage pop-star. Her life seemed perfect, until she decided to leave her recording company to write and become famous for her own song.
But it didn't turn out, so now Heather-is a size 12 girl-works at New York College dorm as an assistant director. Then the tragedy happens, some girls (freshmen) dies in the elevator because of elevator-surving.
Well, it makes Heather shocked and play some detective games with a cool Personal Investigator, Cooper Cartwright, who is her truly charming landlord and her ex-boyfriend's brother.
Fyi, her ex-boyf is gonna be engaged with Tania Trace, the hitsmaker.

What will Heather do to handle those things?


Read by yourself, I give 4.5 stars. Thrilling and fabulous in the other way.
Meg Cabot is my favourite one!
I'm on the way reading the sekuel, Size 14 is Not Fat Either. Just read it!

I Know You Miss The Way I Saw You

Hello, dearests. how do you guys do?
I am definitely tired, raaaawr, but happy though. :P
So I spent today going to school for nothing (geez, where the hell are the teachers?), shopping for BBM 8, and listening to The Strokes.
Arriving home, laid down for a while, then got a text message asked me to make a draft for Schoolympic 2009 Rally photo -should be handed over tomorrow- great.
Tomorrow, my class and I should decorate the stand for the upcoming BBM on Saturday. Well, many to-do lists drive me sane suddenly and forget for a while about the boy somewhere out there (hello boy, how are you? long time no see).

but Julz is really fine. Unfortunately he's been married. -___-

My favourite song is still Juicebox.
Lalalala.. Cold, you're so cold, you're so cold, you're so coooold..............

A bit of Romcom

Most of guys I've ever dated now are married. To wonderful women? Sure, I guess. No, I'm not saying this in a mellow tune, or certai...