One Fine Day

When you're tired, take a rest. One fine day for a geek like me is spending hours in front of mac, accepting friend requests on Facebook even it feels lame while munching Maicih or Pringles, tweeting from Tweetdeck, taking pictures and get them edited on Toycamera AnalogColor, thanks to Dayen for driving me nuts about that awesome apps, chatting with a long lost friend in States via Skype, and blogwalking. The easiest way for me to find my inner peace after meeting a lot of people, getting rid of college stuffs which Daddy told me to be serious in, and lots of activity is this, being a net-surfer, being a moody blogger, a Youtube watcher.
Well, you don't need to do everything in life, just things that can make you happy, yes?

Stay Cool

I have found out that life is gonna be bigger and more beautiful when you stop comparing and look a little bit closer. Beyond your own cranky mood, lying your not-relieved-yet tiredness. Beyond your no-smile mood, lying your unrevealed exhaustion. People can not always make you smile just like you can not always make them satisfied. Stop doing things and dealing with people that hurt you, especially when you're utterly easy to get down. Not all of them are gonna understand you and what you do.

But that is no problem! Remember there will be some who love you and appreciate you. I've read once today at a random place... life is like a mirror, when you smile at it, it will be extremely nice.
Good day and much love. :)

TGIF

taken from weheartit.com

Collecting random favorite pictures from weheartit.com like I used to do. I thank God for such spare time even on the evening I should have a rehearsal for a dance musical on December. Life seems quiet but it is not, when it's just too noisy you can't hear a thing. Life is really noisy, yet sparkling in another side.

I'm tremendously in love with my boyfriend. He bought me a Toffee Nut Latte  when I'd already ordered a Javachip Frappe then realized that it's a wrong decision to order icy beverage in this kind of weather. How lovely? :)

I know I should start over again to respect my own will, decision, thought, and myself. Don't wanna be tired and drained for nothing. At least, I know what I'm doing and why I do so... I just want this enough.

Friday should be relaxing and full of love. Choose love!

Cheers,

FPL

Probably now you're in the middle of doing something, something at first you didn't believe that you could be good at it, something you always like but never you took seriously, and perhaps it's a thing that you put a doubt very much. And then a situation approaches, when you finally know... your worries are only worries. You're much better than you thought. Isn't that lovely? :)

To Be True

"If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on."
- Steve Jobs


A little bit kicking. Yeah, the quote. Sometimes in life you stumble across things you have to do instead of things you really want to do. You got some people tell you to go to college (because everybody does). You take classes you yourself never get interested on what the lecturer saying. You take popular major because they say it will be easier to find a job later. You go to several organizations, follow them, and be a part of them because your friends do the same. You watch movie so you can talk about it later with the others. You quit writing your own diary because they state it's boring and ridiculous. You want a boyfriend because your best friends say you need one. You join dance classes yet you prefer to watch TV. You use Mac but never really understand what it can do for you. You like to sing but you stop, they say your voice is just so-so. You excel at reading and writing but you don't try to figure them out.


You end up living like anyone else does. You lose your control. You are wasted.

taken from weheartit.com

Thinking about what you want to do in your life is quite depressing. You're afraid of doing wrong things, dealing with darned people, stuck in things which are uncool, and more. In the end, we all choose to live regularly,  just like what they do, yes we do it too.  But anyway.... where's the fun in it?
Where's the fun in being the same? Being all customized by era. Being trapped in others do, others' things  while you practically lose your own thing. Totally messed up.


It's challenging to see what you want. To visualize what you actually want to do. To find the purpose in your life. To do stuffs you truly like. To be true to yourself. Don't go those majors they insist you should, take the one you're gonna enjoy the process. Take the passion with you, take it and never leave it. Don't dance because they say dancers are cool, dance because you mean it. Dance because when you don't do it it hurts you so bad. Build your own company. You want to be good? Practice! Learn! There ain't no other way. Nothing good comes for free, sweetheart.


Just like the bigger stuff like what you want to do in life, it goes the same way to the smaller target. You want a killer body? Go on diet! Be committed to your own purpose. Respect your dream. Drink a lot of water. You want to be a great writer? Type and write, type and write, think much and do much. Try blogging. Try short story. Try to twit a little bit more creative.
After all, it's all about trying and being true to yourself, your heart.


xxx
FPL

In Order To Be Happy

taken form weheartit.com

• Forgive - before you can move on all you need is forgiving and forgiveness.
• Let go - what is meant to be yours will always be yours.
• Smile a lot - it eases the pain and every heartache.
• Never take everything way too serious - no one else does
• Dress well - it increases your confidence
• Be with those who love you - why should bother who don't?
• Be grateful - what you have is what you always need
• Write down your dreams - they will come true
• Be good at something - it's just worth it
• Use your time properly - it never comes back
• Behave, say good things - they will return to you
• Be an Apple user - LOL

and follow your heart, your passion. It's never too late.

This is Not A First Love.....

......yet feels like one. <3

Thermal is My Favorite

Daily self-portraits. In the name of practicing good pose. :p

Breathe In

taken from weheartit.com

I woke up wondering what I want to do with my life. I mean, why at the first time I took my major in college. Why I considered to join stuffs I no longer enjoy doing nowadays. Why I quit writing lately. Why I gave up on my last relationship. Why I moved very fast. Why I no longer find some people nice and comforting anymore. And any other why-s. Decisions are decisions. Those are chosen by you and for the sake of everything you are the one who is in charge of them.

I hope this doesn't sound like me whining, or me being not grateful. I hope this is just like me, reflecting what I have inside. How negativity easily slides in when you're tired. How suspicious mind drags you to be a bitch than just keep being a nice one. I really should learn about how to handle those bad habits.

I want to be spirited, in love deeply, happy inside and outside, and enjoy what I do...........

Breathe in. Take all the positive vibes and keep smiling. Wish me luck for every business. There's always something to be smiled about. :)

Meet Roni

courtesy of @erinplstr

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."
 A beautiful quote from Lao Tzu.

Meet Roni the future engineer, the mood-dropper, the arrogant driver, the aspiring photographer, the Sunkist-eater, the liar, the sweet-talker, the manipulative boyfriend.
But I love him. Isn't that enough? I hope so.

Always Have, Always Will

All pictures taken from weheartit.com

A Beautiful Hello

taken from weheartit.com

I may not start typing this post by greeting you all, saying "what's up?", that's gonna be lame. Can we try another sentences, just like "HELLO GUYS HOW ARE YOU?" :p

It's raining outside, the mood has just driven me to practice writing in English again and adding more positivity through this blog. I hope you guys still remember me after a very long no writing phase.

What actually happen in that very long no writing phase?

MUCH!

First, I'm busy dancing. Second, I'm busy dancing. Third, I'm busy dancing. YES! I'm busy dancing in rehearsal for an upcoming show in DECEMBER. A HUGE SHOW. You all HAVE TO watch it. I'm gonna spill about it later. Pssst.. You already can get your ticket.

How's college?

So far couldn't be more fun and challenging. This week is the midterm test week so I need to take a break from the dancing business. I need to get focus on my study I guess. Tomorrow I'm gonna have some tests, I need some luck, and your praying for sure. This breezy weather got everyone sneezing. Better to take care of the health too.

Sending you all warm hugs and positive vibes. I keep my finger crossed to write here like I used to do. My writing skills become worse and it needs fixing asap. Be happy, be grateful for everything you have, for every moment you can rejoice, for every people who care. Life is a divine chaos. Embrace it.

xxx FPL