Wishes

I wish I could let you change then I could let you go.
I wish I could let you do those things.
I wish I could be free with no pain inside anymore.
I wish I could stay through the day, even this hurts me so bad.

I wish we could be friends like you said.
I wish you didn't come as my nightmare, but as a nice dream.
I wish you smiled to me (zzz)
I wish I could be in love with anyone else, but I can't.
I'm alone, no sadness but be friends with pain and wound you made.

and I wish you could understand me...
How this is so difficult to me,
cause I love you so bad and I miss you lately, again.
Although you hurt me that much.