Starts Here

I don't know how to set my expectations. All I know, sometimes I got lost, sometimes I made wrong judgments, sometimes I caught up in wrong situation. Sometimes I felt like no one really understood. But aren't we the same? Aren't we frustrated over things we do? Over our own recklessness and pain.
All we thought was we needed those who could cope with that and comfort all the rush.
All we thought was we could be fine if there was a, b, c, etc.
Then I realized, happiness never started anywhere else but at the point you surrendered to all your deepest inner voice. When you dealt with reality, and you smiled because yeah nothing would harm you.

Disclosure

I kiss slowly the cast of your shadow.

I wanna catch your breath. I wanna feel your veins. I wanna let this disclosure got us tangled.
Make me sure that we're alive.
Make me sure that these are lies.
Let me feel that we are the ones who roll the dice.
Stay for a second or two.
if infinity, for us, seems like a concept that is impossible and forever is not meant to.

Brave

You think life is good when you can afford everything.
When dreams are within your reach.
When you can travel around the world.
When you hang out with somebody you adore too much.
When you finally have a job.

You think life is a good when you can show people that you're finally doing good.
When you have anything that others only can dream of.
When for a while you realize your life is perfect.

But how about little tickle we get when we laugh so hard?
How about long time conversation that nourishes your soul?
You can have it all, but happiness does not require you to have it all.
You just have to own some courage to be cut open.
Happiness is risky.
Yet it is not that otherworld. It's common.
You just need to allow yourself to see, and be fuckin brave.