Hallucinate

You get what you believe, you earn what you ask. You stand in between, it means no. You carefully step back, it was clueless. As clueless as it can be. Be it.
You don't go for a yes, you justify, you mistify, you (try to) clarify, later you just lie.
Run from your desire. Running so far that you might not recall a thing, beautiful or no. Making some stories, creating, and much hallucinating.
Then forgetting. What is ridiculous because it is plain obvious.