How do you know when you’re in love with someone? Is it when he’s the first thing that comes into you mind when you wake up and the last thing that you think of before you go to sleep? Or is it when your heart melts every time he looks into your eyes? The truth is, the signs come in a thousand different ways.

When you’re having a really bad day and hearing his voice on the phone just makes it all go away. When all you want to do is listen to him talk passionately about his plans for the future. When you would sacrifice your shopping time just to cheer him up on the field. When a mention of his name makes you miss him so much. When all you want to do is staying up and taking care of him when he’s sick. When your face glows every time you meet him. When even the way he laughs and eats and sleeps fascinate you. When you realize you can finish each other’s sentences. When you can recognize his perfume from miles away. When you laugh when he laughs. When you love seeing the reflection of yourself in his eyes. When you can’t stop smiling every time people talk about the two of you. When you remember him in your prayer. When you feel that he’s the only one who can understand you. When everything that makes him happy will make you happy, no matter how hurtful it is inside. When you’re often torn between your own egocentricity and your feelings for him. When really you’re mad at him but all you want to do is cry on his shoulder. When you can’t help glancing at him every other second as you’re both in the car and he’s seriously watching the traffic. When you actually enjoy the moment when he’s teasing you eventhough you’re pissed. When you dreams of yourself being married to him with kids. When you want to be the woman who makes him coffee and puts on his tie every morning. When you’re seriously reconsidering the relocation because it means leaving him as you move to another country. When you find his boyish whining attitude is endearing. When you find his snoring endearing. When you have your own nickname for him. When every time his name pops up in your inbox you smile. When you gladly wipes his sweat as he changes your flat tire. When you find his singing entertaining even though he can’t carry a tune. When you forget when was the last time his name doesn’t cross your mind. When you can remember perfectly the sound of his funny laugh, his fake laugh, and his amused laugh. When he’s the only face you want to be on your 500 bucks Anya Hindmarch be-a-bag. When you would stay awake just to watch him sleep. When you’re seriously thinking of getting a tattoo of his name on your left hand. When he makes you happy and makes you cry at the same time. When you want him to always be your ‘imam’ when you’re praying. When you’re glad that you can be helpless sometimes because it means you can rely on his strong arms to help you. When being with him makes you want to be a better person. When everything could go wrong in the world and it’s okay, because he’s there, with you.


taken from : Putri Erdisa's blog
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PACMAN

I used to loathe Pacman.
Why? Simply cause I never won and it got me thrilled too much.
But anyway, today is the first day I win that game! Wiiiii I started to like it :3
Only one round but enough to light my day up.
Happy 30th Anniversary, Pacman!
I'm amused. Oh hell yeah. Thanks to Uncle Google who made its icon in Pacman form.

Mi Angelo

I'm not good at words when it comes about you ♥

Comeback?

It's been a while since I really wrote here. Not a while since I stopped longing for thing-or-someone who doesn't worth longing for. A while since I fell in love with my boyfriend and he keeps me to fall in love with him everyday, every single day. A while since I got accepted in the university I want, majoring the super-cool-hell-yeah Industrial Engineering. A while since I told you what happened in my days. They say, you made a journal to find out wrong things in your days. How can I make one when everything feels so blissful then?
So here I am, starting to blog, trying to back on track, fulfil you with my thoughts, unstoppable thoughts, my infinite imagination, and daily chores. I know this may sound silly to you, but I miss typing on my laptop without running out of ideas.
Oh well, how inspired I am.
Microblogging is one of thousand reasons why I rarely try to write. Some idea pops out everytime and when I twit, it will just go away, without any developments. I got plenty of time, nothing to do. Yeahs, unproductively happy, but something wears me out. I want to maintain this blog like I used to. Writing good things, bad things, curses, love stories, quotes, reviews, artworks, etc.
Let me back back back on this.
So yesterday, I just finished some of college thingy like looking for kost and paying the fee.
Thumbs up, now I can enjoy my uh-oh long holiday... with writing. Hopefully. Wish me luck.

The Tests Speak about Me

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Rainy afternoon, nothing to do, I decided to do blogwalking. Stumbled upon Alanda Kariza's; Found some fun tests from here
Just try on them :) Quite interesting! Yes, they fit me well. Agree? :P

Current Mood

You know, time when you exactly want to be the listener, watcher, and definitely reader. I'm in. Not that I want to be less-productive, I'm just... in the mood of being an observer.

In The Name of Ego

What does it take to listen to your heart?
It can't be wrong. Ego and lust drive it to a crack. The conscience simply knows the good thing, but we somehow insist on doing the wrong thing. In the name of pride, coolness, or ego. We stick to a thing that ruins us slowly, we don't wanna hear the heart saying, we lie to what we feel, we run from reality, we choose the opposite. In the name of ego.

Remember when life is as simple as going to kindergarten and finding out that the one who loves us the most is mom? Life has never changed much.
Your mom still love you that much. We are the one who has changed.

You know what's right, carry on.

Snap Snap Snap

Have just downloaded SNAP!.
Holiday face. Poker face.
Haven't taken a bath yet.
Missing my DASR.

Have a nice day! ♥

Removed

For me, removing tag is extremely easy.
Especially yours.

Not Paul Arden, It's Me

This is about paths.

First path.
You did many hardworks to get there, tried many things, let them eat your time, recklessly enjoyed every difficult lessons. You went there in furious, came back with glorious. But what you got ain't something you'd been dreaming of for a quite long time. You splitted. What you got was precious, but somehow you didn't feel like belong to it.


And another path.

You worked it in no attention, you paid your life for the other path. You moved slightly, you kept coming for more but you still had the heart for the another. You moved. You got. You felt no glorious. Cause that wasn't something you would die for. That wasn't something that ever crossed your mind. You thanked God, you relieved, you didn't have to leave something.



You wondered.

About both paths.About what those people said upon them. About your so called dreams. About your selfish aim. About your reckless target in life. About your mom. About your dad. About your boyfriend. About your own abilities. About your own talent. About things you would leave. About things you would get.


Then you walked the days, you saw everything, every heart beat. You looked back to your aims, your reckless and easy target. You got the answer.
And after all, those above, I don't talk about you.
I talk about myself.
And myself somehow got its voice. Paul Arden said, "it's not how good you are, it's how good YOU WANT TO BE".


I chose the second path. I used to not running for it, I don't ever give a wink.
Yet it pays me serenity. Weird.
The recklessly beyond expectation one. Oh, I forget, I love reckless things.
And not because that's the second one, the surpriseful one, I won't be good.
Excellence stays with those who do with heart.
I'm not telling you to give your dream up and however, you will know nothing if you haven't got it.

You may be someone who tend to have big heart and keep chasing. I can chase, but I've already lost my passion in things I used to run for. I know this may sound horrible. You may think I'm a loser, a narrow-minded person, and not a hardworker. But I gave up on that. Not because I'm a loser, it's because I've found my way.

I believe in this with no reasons. Strong feeling tells me I can be cool on that path B-)
Bismillahirrahmanirrahiiim!
May God bless you, me, and us.
I'm looking forward to hearing good news from the fighters.
Have a good day!

Btw, this is a family heritage. I'm feeling blue...err with mostly yellow.

Let It Die

Shattered, different angles, and grips. You lost, you're fooled.
Don't take it too long, just let it die. Sincerely.
Build another one. Yes, build another one.

I Wish I Would Have Seen You in The Post Office

Mr. Alex Turner...







source
My very first love.

Quoting

"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be.There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again." - Benjamin Button, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

Dear Istina,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, STAR!

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