God Will

IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.
IF HE PUTS YOU INTO IT, HE WILL PUSH YOU THROUGH IT.

Treasure It

Hello, what's up? Looking forward to knowing all of you guys are doing good.
So here there is the story, two days a go I got my right knee sprained exactly when practicing dancing in my college. Rushing after it, Roni took me to a hospital nearby and I got an X-Ray check up. Alhamdulillah, the bones and joints were okay, yet I got a few injury in my muscle around the knee. The doctor said everything would be just okay, he gave me some painkillers and muscular gel to reduce the pain. I have to take a bed rest, no walking around til it's getting better.
Yes, it was devastating but...what can I say?
Yesterday, I was kinda depressed. I got several college tasks and things should be done. I got an interview for being an instructor on Saturday. I got workshops to be handled on Saturday, too. I was worried about everything and could not stand not crying. My world was falling apart...for a while.
I let myself rise up today. I mean, maybe God has His own plans and I'm just now trying to treasure it. Take everything easy and maybe... it's true I need an intense break before facing exams, yes? :p

Treasure your health, baby. Everyone of you should. It is priceless. and stay happy, because God, the Universe, and the World are always on your side.<3 WISH ME GET WELL SOON!

*anyway, I'm a proud girlfriend, my boyfriend is on the newspaper and web because he joined Shell-Eco Marathon 2012! Wish him A LOT OF LUCK, too!<3

Getting Inspired!

bumped into this on my favorite photographer blog.
Ah, this is what all of us need. <3

Light Up The Day

Back then I had a... kind of mood breakdown. Then my best friend, S sent me this.


“A person who has good thoughts cannot ever be ugly. You can have a wonky nose and a crooked mouth and a double chin and stick-out teeth, but if you have good thoughts they will shine out of your face like sunbeams and you will always look lovely.” 


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.... and you know, the lines above are so true, and you're the loveliest, San!

Sweet Disposition

I wanna be that girl you remember before you go to bed. Almost every night.
That girl whose hands you hold when crossing the street.
That girl who matters, maybe not the most, but probably a little bit more than the others.
That girl whose new hair cut is recognized by you.
That girl who is very tense and nervous, but still getting tons of your love.
That girl who is timid and get the courage from you.
That girl you see everyday.
That girl who is not the prettiest, not the loveliest, but for sure your favorite.
That girl you love, maybe not the most, maybe just a little, but for a very..very long time.<3

What-ifs

The more you think about what-ifs, the more things will be heavier to bear with.

What if you had not let him go?

And when you saw the person, the same old person you ever laughed with now passing you by with no words or smile you came up with another what if. Another question.

Why did you let him go if you wanted him so bad?

Or did it mean you were not wanting him enough?

Why did you let the message unreplied?

Why did you walk away with no explanations?

Finally, after those things, you hope for reasons

you two being good friend like nothing ever happened?
Gosh, that's just crazy.

Some Facts

"I love it when someone is care enough to be my friend.
and i'm sorry, i'm not arrogant, i'm just timid.
so excuse me if you remember talking to me and i didn't look you in the eye.
i hate it when i see through you and notice the things that i don't really want to know. sometimes it is better to just hide the truth that i don't wanna hear or things that i don't really wanna know about.



i don't usually say "hi" when i meet people i dont know quite well, but i'd be cool enough to spare my time for those who intended to talk or just say a simple "hi".
i don't really care who they really are, or how they judge me.. much i know i'd be glad to help when someone needed help.
as i remember, i made friends with all kinds of people.


and i care about my friends, but i also care about myself. i don't smoke (i hate cigarettes and it's not cool when someone blow their smoke on my face, so if you wanna smoke, you better not smoke near me), i don't drink, i used to, but i stopped doing that since the start of this year. sex is always good. always.


i hate hypocrits, i love cracking conspiracies, i love learning new things and keeping up with new potentials. i hate ungrateful people, i hate people who doesn't appreciate others, and i like people the way they are.
if you are nice enough and you have problems and you feel like sharing, i'd be glad to help. 
namaste."


taken from Rediscovering Atlantis


Representing me much. Good day<3

Jokes

I love how cosmic put jokes in my daily basis.

Like you know, some people talk way too much and good to know they are not as pathetic as THEY EVER SAID. Hehehe, good for your life now and then.

See? This is just so ridiculous.

In Between Hectic Days

taken by Roni Abdurahman

A moment when you realize  idle time with done tasks between hectic schedule is very beautiful,
a grace from God.
When you rethink about ideas and keep dreaming with happy heart in your bed.
Simply blog walking around, seeing that anyone else is also living their best.
All of us need Sunday like that.
Posting photos on Facebook, updating blogs, seeing good inspirational tips in Youtube.
With hot chocolate milk as a breakfast, and lovely people.


Breathe. God always takes care of everything.
And everything is pure bliss.... when we decide it is.

An Old Song

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see? 
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know baby
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift


Can I go back to high school, please? ;)

A Simple Wow

I'm doing this post in between looking for suitable journals, for my following project assignment in Operations Research. Well, this is just another babbling around if you are not positive enough, don't read this.

It's very okay to laugh after funny things.
The fact that someone who ever curses you all over again might worth the curses themselves,
or someone who ever pointed you as the bad one ever did a mistake which is worse. Or more obnoxious.
And it's very okay to laugh about those things.
Or how genuinely shallow people are when they're driven by emotion. How easily they forgot what they'd ever done. How when people like these turn thing around into their version, make everybody believe with their states and bullshits, as if they're victims and everything. As if, they're good.
Guess remarking someone bad never really makes you good, sugar.
It makes you pathetic, especially when......
well, you're not even better.

Go buy a mirror. Cheers for the losers.

HAVE A GREAT WEEK!<3

Outgrow

Two people were growing up together. Spending their time much in doing things they like, having junk food once in a while, celebrating the day they met, buying ice cream just to cheer up the sunny Sunday, getting breakfast together once a week, watching any random movies in cinema, singing along to the song on the radio, sharing not-literally-funny joke and laughing together, arguing much and being silent now and then, were that in love and happy and contented with everything. New Year's Eve with hopes and love on the phone, birthdays with surprises which not surprising, and being apart.

Love was easy back then for two people who were growing up together, because everything which was coming along could be gathered and synchronized. Because growing up together was fun. No matter how they changed never affecting much things between them. Because they got the same size, they could handle things with similar ways out, they earned and got the same thing.

This is a post inspired by tweets from my favorite author, Ika Natassa. When people who are in love deciding to be together, for a quite long time, they have to grow up together. No one should outgrow each other. Just like two puzzles that ever fitted, when one grew bigger, the another one couldn't get fit anymore. And they could not set as a pair.

Things simply change and grow. Inevitably.

When they finally could not spending their time much in doing things they like, because things they like were not the same anymore. When having junk food once in a while were not their favorite anymore. When any celebration finally felt just like another celebration. When buying ice cream was forgettable. When finally they didn't go for a breakfast. When any random movies didn't work. When singing along couldn't be done because the radio was off. When jokes were seldom thrown. When arguing because of the differences were there. Were not so in love and happy and contented anymore. When being apart was getting sickening and only one of them felt that way.

There came a conclusion,
"...you'd outgrown me for good".