Those Who Are Brave Enough To Live The Dreams

It gets me hassled and enthusiastic at the same time to see people who are currently living their dreams. People surround me do so. They tend to dream a lot and make them come true. They go for what they want, live with the spirit vigorously, and all I know, those people rarely regret a thing about what they do, even worse for what they did.

One of my very best friends is gonna go to Japan this September to get his exchange program done. I know from the very first start that he really wanted it. His passion for studying, meeting people and having a smart converse, plus volunteering is somewhat making him more alive than any other people you can meet beside his hobby of traveling, culinary, and extreme sports.
That's just the first case in point.

Another friend of mine shares the belief of living the dreams, too.  She does not take a big leap like the first case did but I know she's on her way. All you can see now she is living the way she wants it, probably recklessly, doing whatever she is likely to do, but if you look deeper, and know her more, this darling can be blessings to people surround her by bringing beauty in her very own way. She has a great great passion in arts and in life, every tiny piece of her daily activity, you will always see her beaming with a touch of art. Anywhere, anytime. Of course for the talent, you cannot say much. She's got everything you would dream for being a pure artist.
It's the second.

Talking about my boyfriend's goodness will sound like boasting, but really if you got questions about automotives, he's the man. From the most expensive to the very moderate type, any part in between, how to do what he always state as eco-driving to save your fuel, how to shift the gear in an extremely quick pace under 150kms/hour, and many more. He was going to Malaysia several months a go, with a team named Nakoela to join the Shell-Eco Marathon Asia. I ALWAYS ENVY HIM FOR TAKING THE MAJOR HE ACTUALLY REALLY LOVES.
I know now he should pay really a lot for it, but everything's worth it.
When you live your dreams, everything's worth it.

Yes, I got tons of stories that would take pages if typed here.
They above were just cases. People who are very close to me, not in my family circle, but undoubtedly inspire me, almost everyday, to live my dreams. I still got some more I barely can mention them. My kind-hearted best friend who always do everything sincerely, my childhood friend which is now doing great with an organizational stuffs and still write, those I know always dance for the sake of life, those who write and keep the blog running because probably sharing is their passion, my best friend who joins a lot of, yeah extremely a lot of events to seek for the zest of working, some of my lecturers I know well and their passion of knowledge. Those cool people. Who never stop to look cooler than anyone else who do not do so.

All I know, it's never too late to find out what's ours, live them, and be blessings for other people.
The rest never matters much.

Flush

It's flushing. My face, then my heart. Teary eyes, yet no real tears. This should not be ones since tears can stream when something significant and clear happened.

Let's get the conscience beaten up.

This is unclear, the pass tucking feeling.

I lost it.

It's Just A Feeling

Hai. Ga biasa ya baca posting dalam bahasa Indonesia? Tapi ga salah kan. Toh lagi pengen menyentuh dengan kata-kata yang lebih di akrab di telinga atau lebih akrab dibaca.


Lucu juga gimana kita ga pernah sadar kalau kita ga boleh... atau bahkan sebenernya ga bisa melabeli apa yang kita rasakan tentang orang lain. Ga bisa sembarangan bilang suka, ga bisa sembarangan bilang benci. Perasaan yang segitu kompleksnya, perasaan yang segitu banyak kita rasakan, kita coba terjemahkan, tapi seringnya berujung pada kegagalan.
Kita terperangkap dengan dogma-dogma yang sibuk bilang kalau kepikiran dan senang terus itu cinta dan yang sejenisnya. Kita sibuk mencari tau artinya, mendefinisikannya ke jenis tertentu yang terlalu umum, yang sebenarnya...ga menggambarkan dengan baik, ga melukiskan dengan sempurna.
Kita mau segalanya jelas. Manusiawi sih. Tapi apa ya dengan jadi jelas, dengan jadi bernama, itu memperindah yang ada? Memangnya berlian bisa jadi batu karena kita sebut batu dan sebaliknya?

It's just a feeling, kalo katanya Maroon 5.

Karena kadang, yang kita rasa, yang kita terima, yang setiap malam kita pikirkan, kita coba jelaskan, kita coba terjemahkan.. malah akan jadi sia-sia ketika diucapkan, ketika coba dijelaskan, diklarifikasi. Karena kadang, jumlah kata yang ada saat ini masih kurang untuk memberikan sebutan, label, dan istilah. Karena toh susah-susah memberi nama tidak sama dengan memberi arti.
Karena sebaik apapun kita mencoba, pasti ada bagian yang tetap tidak bisa digambarkan.
Mau mencoba membuat orang lain mengerti? Ga usah repot-repot, they will never get it as you feel it.
Karena kadang kita cuma perlu diam dan tetap merasakannya saja
seperti biasa.