2012 : A Reflection

Hi. I'm doomed for writing since I hardly ever do that again. Everything consumes me a lot lately, but I guess writing will still always be my sanctuary, so I come back.

What is up? I'm glad to tell you that I love my new job as an amateur web-developer and still, an aspiring photographer. I'm doing fine with the hellish term 5. Some expectations turn out SO great, thank You, God.. I know You always listen.

Well, we're just human. We make mistakes, we laugh a lot, we weep over good romantic movies, we smile because of anyone else, we read good books though sometimes we don't get the whole point, we write some poems we never show it to others, we end certain good friendships with certain people because they finally can not make it as good friends, or probably they want more than just friends..and we aren't likely to have it with them, we sing a song loudly in our way back home after an one fine day, we love like we've never been hurt, we put a great hope every morning, we wish upon a star, we choose our own dreams, we take hints of every good omen, we sip a cup of delicate coffee between works, we give up caffeine but still buying frappe with a non-fat milk but topped with whipped cream, we color our dreams black and white, we simply choose to live in the moment..being present, we accept people just the way they are, because? we are all just human.

2012 never literally passing by, the moments are all precious that I wish I could capture all of the scenes in between. It's not just another year, great people coming along, short encounter, huge dreams, good insights, random luck.. but all are marvelous. Thank You, God.

Live Big

Life is big. So live it big.

You can choose to spend it by curling on your bed, crying... or taking your book and study.

Be smart. People should love you as a whole.

Sometimes life gets fucked up, but that doesn't mean you have to act as an asshole.

Let universe work and get everything right. Keep the love around, you always need it. :)

Prayer

Sending warmest hugs to all people who read this post, may love pour to you, may your wounds be healed, may you forgive, may you be happy.
For every difficulty, lies opportunity.
May your presence bring happiness to people surround you.
May your wound get you stronger and nicer, far from bitter.
May you smile when you turn back into your past.
May every heart break be braced.
May inner peace soak your heart.
May you be strong.
May you choose beautiful joy towards everything.
May good things happen to you everyday.
May your mind and your heart be in sync.
May you enjoy every bite of your breakfast.
May you see the sun and say thank you.
May your heart be bigger, to live bigger, too

Always always always count your blessings.

FPL

My First Writing on My Moleskine

You got no chance to be extremely weary and dull..
since people give no fuck, it's always better to be good.
Then, share. Then? Lessen your judgment.

Accept.

Stay as happy as you can be
since second you spend resentful and disappointed will never get back.
Do things that will amuse the future version of you.
Sleep earlier, forgive people, and be sincere.
Life hugs you with tons of wonderful things as you start to share your happiness..

Grow up.

Grow up makes you contented.
Ace the exam, get good score, smile a lot. Simply because life.. never awaits.
Be good, be awesome.

written on Oct 14, 2012

Mighty Love

taken from here

Some people will get captivated by your beauty. Your dazzling outfit, your reddish lips, slender body. Some will love you when you're being okay, when you're doing good and nice. Sometimes, they will leave when you are not.
Some people take the best piece of you and ignore the rest they don't like. That's okay, most of people do the same.
Some people love you for what you do. When you stop, they no longer fall for you.

But some will take you, be grateful of your being, as a whole.
Not less or more.

Whether you're wearing your big framed glasses and your hair is not groomed well. Whether you're wearing pajamas and looking so tired of sleepless nights.

This some people are those whom all of us need. Nothing beats the happiness of being that some people to people we really care for.

Some people who will say sincerely, "to me.. you're perfect."

Blessings

Every blessings ignored become curse. It was quite a line I got from the my favorite writer, Paulo Coelho. It is just true, blessings are truly everywhere but we sometimes are too busy doing things, too busy complaining, too busy to look around and realize that...we're verily blessed.

taken from here

Life gets busy yet it ain't no excuse to make us turn every bless into curse.

Pay attention. Be grateful. Enjoy the ride.

What's There in Rushing?

I know, there are many times we choose not to embrace, or probably unconsciously were skipped. You skip this, skip that. Don't enjoy every spoon of your meal, don't carefully listen to your buddies when they're telling you things. You choose to get busy and drown in your own thoughts. Wandering nowhere, or everywhere.
It's obviously not a sin, right? But sometimes you will come to a second when you try to recall what have happened, in detail, the whole week.
Can you?
We live in a fast, extremely fast, motion where information flows are uncontrollable —if you're not willing to control it and when distractions are everywhere. It happens to all of us.
But do you want to feel that, the weird feeling when you hardly recall what you've been through?
Guess the answer would be no.
Why don't slow down? It's not always about who's the fastest, who's the quickest. It's about living righteously with full of consciousness. When we rush, we get nothing but the rushing itself.
So, take your time in doing things. Delay a little bit. Sit and think. Read cautiously. Stay in love with the business and of course the people.

Later the recalling thing, I believe, will be far easier.

FPL