Skinny

I woke up this morning with a weird thoughts of........
skinny.
Yeayea, you can't deny that no curves looks better.

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I'd love to be skinny, seriously :P
and my favourite real-thin supermodel is stil... Kate Moss. She's the
Okay, and Irina and... Twiggy! Twiggy was the icon. Or is she still the icon for extra-thin models?
Those with BMI under 18, those size zero-ers.
It's undeniable that the industry needs those them.

I'm sorry for being pretentiously shallow,
I'm so into waif look these days, that's why I wrote this.
No need to worry, inner beauty still does exist! ;)
xoxo, Ferinda

Cracks

you love me but you don't know who I am.
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It's Always about You

The murderers never know how it feels to be killed
and the victims know nothing about how to kill.

............and you will never know how they feel just like they will never know how you feel.
Oh I guess I did mistyped------
you will never understand them like they will never understand you.
See? They def don't care about how you feel. So why should you bother?

Don't ever deny, it's always about you. Oh well, okay...
It's all about you and your surroundings who make you happy,
who make you live. That's it.

All of this may sound selfish, but this's an effing truth.
You don't need those who's hurting. You don't need those who's abandoned you.

It's pretty much sickening to bet your happiness in someone's mouths.

Just do your role nicely, act well, live mighty.
All for your own's sake and those who love you.

Life may be unfair but no need to worry, God is fair.
What goes around pretty much comes around.

Love,
Ferinda

Learning

They say, "live life to the fullest".
So, whatever you do, do it whole-heartedly, in a serious way.

Never mind being in pain, if it's worth doing.
If you are hurt for good.

I'm running that phase, I'm learning.
Wish me so much luck.

A A A Alexa

I spent some time listening to Cornerstone.
Just fyi, I've been in love with Alex Turner since I was... errr 14? Yeah, 14.
Okay, he's great for sure...
but, his girl friend is even cooler. Geez, who doesn't like Alexa Chung?
I bet you do, like I do. ♥

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1. what are three ways to win your heart?
well-behaved, honesty, and some talents.
2. do you like lightning?
yes I do love it. :)
3. have you ever cut someone else's hair?
yes, I have.
4. last person you said 'i hate you' to?
errr...
5. rain or sunshine?
rain
6. last stupid thing you said to anyone?
"eh lo jadi petinju aja".
7. biggest turn off?
got no dignity, please hold your pride
8. fave movie?
Corpse Bride
9. would you date someone who smokes?
yes
10. would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?
no
11. what's your biggest turn on, physically?
piercing eyes, I can't stand.
12. would you have sex w. someone you weren't dating?
hell no!
13. have you ever missed someone and regretted breaking up with them?
everyone has, even the one who broke first.
14. have you ever dated someone more than once?
nooo
15. if you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be?
Alex Turner
16. what's your relationship status?
single
17. do you like cuddling?
not really
18. do you hold grudges?
nope
19. do you regret dating anyone?
errr...
20. hugger or kisser?
-_-"
21. missing someone?
nope, he's around :)
22. most important lesson you've learned from your exes?
love is understanding, eh?
23. are you happier single or in a relationship?
my happiness isn't determined by my status, at all.
24. how important are looks?
I adore charming guys, I don't care how they look like as long as they got their charm :P
25. would you rather date someone who was SUPER-HOT or someone who was nice?
someone who was cool, somehow.
26. do you stay friends w/ the people you've dated?
sort of
27. would you fight over someone you wanted to be with?
def no!
28. do you kiss on the 1st date?
Nope
29. if someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?
Oh come on, hell no
30. some random girl comes up to you and says "who the hell are you"?
whatsoever
31. are you spoiled?
yes
32. name three things you would not tolerate in a relationship?
abusers, liars, cheaters.
33. which one of your friends do you think would make a good prostitute?
LOL
34. did you miss anyone today?
I told you above
35. last person to see you cry?
errrrr
36. Who/what made you cry?
my mood
37. are you a forgiving person?
yes I am
38. would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend?
hell no, that's nuisance
39. the last person who gave me a hug....?
my mom :)
40. are most of your friends guys or girls? both of them
41. how long does it take you to get ready to go out ?15minutes
42. how many people do you know of named Adam ?
3
43. are any of your friends cheerleaders ?
yes
44. what was the last thing you burnt ?
matches
45. what is your full name?
FPL
46 what color is the bra you have on now ?
guess what
47. do you straighten your hair every day?
nope
48. do you worry about the size of your boobs?
nope
49. are you the typical girl who's addicted to gossip?
so so
50. what are your favorite girly magazines?
Nylon's the best
51. did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
noooo
52. did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
kind of
53. would you leave the house without makeup on?
often
54. what's the biggest turn on about guys?
kind-hearted
55. are you a girly-girl, tomboy, or in the middle? a waif one
56. is pink truly the best color in the entire universe?
geez
57. what's the most expensive piece of clothing you own?
a pair of jeans!
58. what color do you absolutely despise?
orange
59. have you ever stole?
yes, his heart :P
60. have you set your hair on fire?
nooo
61. do you wear sweat pants?
sometimes
62. do you know anyone who has lost their virginity?
the adults
63. have you ever ran into a door because you didn't see it?
no
64. doesn't 50 Cent suck?
nope
65. do you like hugs and kisses(xoxo:))?
not really
66. do you act gangster?
errr
67. ever made a prank phone call?
(Y)
68. last kiss?
my mom :)
69. what bill do you hate paying most?
I hate no bills, I hate taxes
70. where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?
what indicates romantic?
71. what did you want to be when you were growing up?
an architect
72. favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with a guy?
chit-chatting
73. when did you first start feeling older?
now wahahaha
74. favorite guilty pleasure?
being sarcastic :P
75. what famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with?
Tim Burton, Chuck Palahniuk, and Ed Westwick
76. what famous person would you like to date?
Julian Casablancas
78. what do you hate about your school?
the hectic schedule
79. last person whose bed you laid in besides your own?
my mom
80. have you lost a friend recently?
no
81. ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?
nooope
82. do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
yeees
83. is it easier to forgive, or to forget?
forget
84. do you give out second chances too easily?
never
85. is your best friend pretty?
For sure :D
86. is it awkward when you run into your exes?
no
87. have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yes
88. can you make yourself cry?
yes
89. is your life simple or complicated?
simple
90. are you easily confused?
yes
92. are you taller than 5'4??
yes :)
93. have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
hell nooooo
94. is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
yeaaah :)
95. does everything really happen for a reason? aaamin.

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Happy Idul Fitri, Guys!

From the deepest heart, I apologize for all mistakes, whether it's written here or spoken out there, in our real lives.
Ramadhan may leave but the serenity and bliss will surround us, stay in our hearts;
lead us to the better way.

Minal aidin wal faidzin,
Ferinda P. Lestari
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I Just Couldn't Understand

I don't understand and maybe I will never understand;

We are amidst everyone's behaviour. We can't help talking bad about them. I just found it's harsh talking s* about random people or not-so-close friends when you know them just as shallow as their surface.

Do considering all factors like how close your relationship with them, how long you've known them. Sometimes people are talking s* just because.. yeah, they don't go in the same stream or they simply don't like or utmost they simply don't match each other.

It's practically unpleasant and non-sense . See and know by yourself then you can decide if they're good or no.

Just so you know, I always found judging someone stereotypely wistful , but talking about someone's minus based on other people's you-don't-know-whether-it's-true-or-no-plus-more-additional-feeling stories and points of view is... even more dire, more aggravating.

Like I always say, those who talk too much know nothing at all and those who know everything will keep quiet.

Have a nice day,
F
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Now I'm blogging from my BB!
Danke schön, Serra :)
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Doodles

the sun never shines too shiny and the wind never blows too breezy; it's true, we chill the day up.

"What the f* have you done lately, Rin?"

taken from here.

I can't stop asking myself that question.
I did bad, did faking a smile, did crying.
Errrrr- Weak.
Okay, forgive me for being emo, here. This is monthly.

Just wanna share one of my favourite quotes:

"This is me taking control from Sloane, from the fraternity, from Janice from billing reports, from ergonomic keyboards, from cheating girlfriends and sack a shit best friends. This is me taking back control of my life. What the f* have you done lately? - Wesley Gibson

Yes, I gotta take back control of my life. Everything else's secondary.

xoxo,
F

5 things you think about yourself
Accurate way?
very analytical, detail-oriented, lively, thinker, geek;
Emo way?
self-centered, emotional, moody, heart-breaker, sarcastic;
Narcissistic way?
spokeperson, wide-range of sighting and... more LOL;

5 things that you do
Stupid things that made you in accident?
playing around with the iron, and....... got burnt.
The most extreme thing you do?
I love water-sliding, and I've tried all even the highestt one.
Something you regret in life?
being fooled by emotion, blah, I'm turning into cooler form now.
Your current goal in life?
Saving people's lives, being a doctor.
Your quote/motto of the day that you do?
"I thank God for those who left and those who stay, God knows what best for us."
5 things about your appearance
Which body part you like?
all all all, but mostly lips
Which body part you dislike?
-
Acne problem?
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If you have a tattoo, where will you put it?
-
Fetish?
internet + clothes + camera + books, geez and japanese food.
5 more things about you
Currently likes?
Rant and Choke
Currently dislike?
emptiness
Weakness?
suspicious mind
Ability?
memorizing languages
Extra ability?
speaking very fast without murmuring
Your 5 confession?
1. I am a different human being to everybody I meet.
2. I want many things at a time, really bad at setting up priorities.
3. Somehow I dislike people who love to judge stereotypely.
4. I love myself as well, I simply wanna vanish my curves and turn to be skinny.
5. I'm feeling grateful for everything God's given to me, every sparks and every freckles.
Perfection is perfectly boring.

taken from Istina's blog.

I Do Art

photos-courtesy of : Attika A. A.; Serra Annisa; Ferinda P. Lestari; Torik Danumaya

I did some photo-tutorials yesterday.
Those above are the stuffs. Which one is your favourite?

Captain of Sinking Ship

I took my love down to Violet Hill
There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still

So if you love me
Won't you let me know?

Haters

I'm not gonna burn you in hell like any other girls will do to whom they hate.
Cause I don't have any intentions either to hate.
I'm pretty much sure
we are meant to be cool, in every spark, in every wink.
Love is somehow wickedly possesive. This is not.
We both fly, time will run us together, and sometimes it will separate our joy.

Don't bother, life is practically twisting you and me, forever.
Not as haters for sure.

Spell

The truth may speak as loud as it can, it got no differences.
Don't whisper to me, even the softest words would hit.
Cause it's you who speak.
I want to listen, I want to know.
Just so you know, I'd been waiting for so long to
listen that from your fragile lips.

And after all, I am okay. No need to worry.
We're cool, aren't we?

Freckles

• Life seems to be unfair. But, God is extremely fair.
• You can't guess what happen next..
• ..and you can't guess how feeling works.
• As cliche as you know, if you never try, you'll never know.
• Even the truth hurts, the lie could get you bruised even more..
• ..and being naive is no good at all,
• plus acting so childish won't make you cute.
• For putting someone in pain, you may got the pain back to you.
• Cursing won't make you feel better, yet even worse.
• People who talk too much, basically, know nothing at all.
• Wanna be shallow? Hating someone who literally doesn't have any direct mistakes to you.
• Envy proves you're no better than whom you envy.
  

♥FPL