Ranting

Illusion. Collide?
No. Just crashing.
Emotion. Burst?
No. I got the box to keep it.
Motion. Random?
No. Moving my own way.

Distrust. Guess what?
............................... (fill in the blank)

Only Live Once

The rhythm of life is constantly changing. Taking care of dreams and passion is uneasy.
Okay, the schedule is full, no punctuation, just forwarding.
Remembering how people only live once somehow kicks me. Like the fact you can't rewind, neither undo. So, what you truly have is now.
Enjoy. Live High.

Boleh Berkata

Dunia boleh berkata,
tertawa,
bicara,
lupa,
dusta,
menghina,

Asalkan bahagia? Mengapa tidak.

Jakarta, 24 November 2009 - pelajaran bahasa Indonesia.
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Snaps

1. School is effing tiring, but thank God I am enjoying it.
2. It's funny to see how people change massively in a wink.
3. Days feel longer than they used to be.
4. Rain soothes my emotion.
5. Mom is a facebook addict.
6. while Dad is a Mafia War mania.
7. I'm facing many TOs.
8. and examinations.
9. I need your pray.
10. Last, I love loving.

Random 14th

source


"I thought I was crazy alone. Geez, you are twice even crazier".

About The Rain

Striking.
Streaking.
Drowning.
Calming.
Waking.

Thank God, it's raining.

The Academy is.. - About a Girl

Somewhat somehow this song tickles my ear, cool lyrics, and..... boys should be like this.
Really. Don't ever plead, don't ever beg, don't ever force.
Agree?


One song about a girl
Can't breathe when I'm around her
I wait here everyday
In case she'll scratch the surface
She'll never notice...

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

Last night, I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines, so well rehearsed
Tongue-tied and overloaded
You never notice

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone wants to be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for?
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words

I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl

I'm not in love (To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?)
This is not your song (To be loved, to be loved, everyone)
I'm not gonna waste these words (wants to be loved, to be loved)
About a girl

and this song reminds me to Nursanthy, she's the one who got this song and introduced it to me last January. It's been a long time. LOL

FPL

You Guess Which One is Yours

Write 15 things that you want to say to 15 different people, one for each. It could be a confession, an opinion, a thought, anything. However, you can't write something you already confessed or something you already said, it has to be something new. Tell them which is whom if you want to, but you don't have to.

In this post (in random order) : Hartini Soraya, Dina Stephanie Anastasya, Istina Dwi Prameswari, Alessandra Syukrika, Ardelia Apti, Cindera Gana, Dian Septina Ambarani, Nurul Fitria Lubis, Dimico Ardan Syah Rediga, Willy Hanugrah Gusti, Serra Annisa, Dwinta Astiarini, Ir. Bambang Triyogo B., Nursanthy Indah Hartini, Feruz Kausar.

1. "Ditch her off your life."
2. "You're my source of intelligence, Dad."
3. "You are pretty and smart. High-determined one. I wish you a great life then"
4. "My coolest motivator ever, Peter Pan."
5. "Your voice sounds like an angel, hope my name will be attached on your future album."
6. "Kindness, love. Thanks for being around me since the first year, Batter."
7. "Things may change, we stay the same, yes?"
8. "Remember when we both had a brother? It's been long time but we're still standing as friends. I'm gonna hit the TGA soon and buy those pens :)"
9. "I miss having fro-yo time with you. Watching movie with our moms."
10. "Mana gambar doraemonnya?"
11. "We're cool now, rite?"
12. "Turunin gw di shelter busway terdekat"
13. "We both love M. Shadows! Sharing things with you feels good, really. Thank you for listening much from me."
14. "Our routine at the first break relieve all things that burden us"
15. "Gentlemen never put ladies down, woots!"

which one?

Speaking upon The Troublemakers

No, I don't do judging. I do perceiving. You know, there are people out there need to be cured from their insecurities.
So they stop stumbling upon your life, quit craving for boys, and starving a bunch of attention from anyone else's boy either anyone else's ex.

Guess what I talk about? No you don't need to. This is my brain which types. Never try to understand what I mean. Feel it briefly.

There are people like that, have you ever realised?
One advice : just ditch them off yer life.

xxx FPL

Yeah, I am

Groundbreaking Thinkers are... charming, enthusiastic persons. They really bubble over with energy and like to take centre stage. They love variety both professionally and privately. Groundbreaking Thinkers tackle changes consistently with their optimism and firm belief in their own abilities; they are always on the look-out for improvement possibilities. Their excellent communication skills are of great advantage to them here. They approach the world with curiosity and openness and master new situations with a great deal of talent for improvising and with resourcefulness. Their spare time is taken up with a large number of hobbies; most Groundbreaking Thinkers like to travel in order to gather as many different impressions as possible. This personality type is unbeatable at discovering new possibilities.

In their work, Groundbreaking Thinkers highly rate challenges and diversified tasks. They cannot stand routine and too detailed work. They love to astound others with bold ideas for an original, new project and then leave it up to the others to implement them. Hierarchies, rules and regulations arouse their opposition and they love outsmarting the system. It is vital to them that they enjoy their work; if this is the case, they quickly become pure workaholics. Their creativity best takes effect when they work independently; but they are very good at motivating others and infecting them with their optimistic nature. Conceptual or advisory activities appeal especially to Groundbreaking Thinkers. It can happen that some people feel somewhat duped by their flexible, spontaneous nature.

Their sociability and enterprise ensure that Groundbreaking Thinkers always have a large circle of friends and acquaintances in which activity plays an important role. As they are mostly in a good mood, they are popular and very welcome guests. Grumbling and peevishness are unknown to them. However, they do tend to be a little erratic and unstable when it comes to obligations and this makes them appear to be unreliable to some. Groundbreaking Thinkers are very critical and demanding when it comes to picking a partner because they look for the ideal relationship and have a very concrete picture of this ideal relationship. Mutual aims in life are very important to them. They do not like compromising and would rather remain alone. For the partner, it is often a challenge to have a long-term relationship with a Groundbreaking Thinker. Groundbreaking Thinkers need a lot of space and diversity or otherwise they become bored and feel cramped. Types who are rather more traditionalistic often have problems with the willingness of Groundbreaking Thinkers to take risks and their often crazy, spontaneous actions. However, if one can summon up sufficient flexibility and tolerance for them, one will never be bored in their presence and will always have a loyal and faithful partner.

Adjectives which describe your type: extroverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, innovative, intellectual, open, independent, curious, enterprising, analytical, clever, enthusiastic, venturesome, inventive, energetic, sociable, optimistic, non-conformist, creative, freedom-loving, charming, able to get enthusiastic, self-confident, communicative, capricious, inconsistent, outgoing

Above is oh so true. Yeah. I'm fascinated by the result. That's truly me.

check yours, click here. taken from Ucil's.

The Bakery Song

Some of my friends do like this song and I just got influenced by them.



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I wish you would have smiled in the bakery
or sat on a tatty seatee
at a mutual friends gathering

and the more you keep on looking
the more it's hard to take
love we're in stalemate
to never meet is surely where we're bound
there's one in every town
just there to grind you down

I wish I would have seen you in the post office
well maybe I did and I missed it
too busy with the mind on clever lines

why not the rounders pitch or the canteen
you're slacking love were have you been?
just have to go and wait until tonight

to give me the invite
don't worry it's alright

I wish I would have seen you down in the arcade
sippin' on a lemonade
in the paper cup and chewin on a straw

and I wish I would have seen you in the bakery
but if I'd seen you in the bakery
you probably wouldn't have seen me

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The acoustic version is perfect. Better listen by yourself :)

Craps Happen When...

Craps happen when...

8. You feel that the time flies so fast and you think you haven't done anything. Yet.
7. Meeting or even seeing your ex and his brand new girlfriend at your favourite shopping mall.
6. Having no time to just lay down in bed whole day.
5. Got no message at all in your blackberreeey.
4. Got no Ping at all in your blackberreeeey.
3. Being stalked by someone.
2. Being anxious because of hectic days.
1. Your braces hurt so bad.

Thank God for saving me from the things above,
except number one. Geez, this braces injure me.
Just tell me, what your version of craps-happen-when is. Post it!

xxx, FPL.

Oh, It's Shining

Hello, you need some darkness.
You need to get lost.
You need to be afraid.
You need to get insecure.

So you know how..

To feel and embrace the stars.
To be guided by their unlimited shine.
To be saved.
To feel blessed.
And to be alive.

-------------------------------------------dedicated to those who stand as my stars. thank you.

Currents

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to People
1. "Tell me this is not a dream."
2. "Don't ever ask me to pray for you and your girlfriend, that's naive."
3. "I have Jazz Class three times a week."
4. "Stop whining about your so called perfect life."
5. "Don't sweat small stuffs."
6. "You smell nice."
7. "I quit staying up late!"
8. "I park my car there."
9. "Alessa, itu cadaver gue wey!"
10. "Don't worry about this surgery. We're gonna make it awesome."

Nine things about myself
1. I believe in UFOs and xenology.
2. The true me is a geek. Exactly a geek.
3. Someday I want to be a famous freelance journalist.
4. I'm feeling guilty when I don't do my homework. Undeniable.
5. Idealist thoughts, yeah.
6. I'm not obsessed with my weight.
7. Jazz-Ballet cheers my day up.
8. There's something in low profile guy which always melts me down. I can't stand kindness.
9. I hate soda. Whatever.

Eight ways to win my heart
1. Kindness, gosh.
2. Smelling nice, smelling nice.
3. Realistic thoughts, future-oriented.
4. I'd love to hear you singing or playing guitar.
5. White chocolate would be perfect.
6. No roses, please. I tend to love balloons more
7. Click.
8. Love me just the way I am.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. Mathematics , Physics, Biology, Chemistry, Indonesian, English.
2. The major I'll take in 2010, woots.
3. Hm, you. Yeah, you.
4. Have a Little Faith - Mitch Albom!!!
5. La Magnifique Danse
6. XII IPA C
7. I HAVEN'T TAKEN THE ATHLETICS SCORE!!!!!!!!

Six things I do before I fall asleep
1. Isya Prayer
2. Being online til I fall asleep.
3. Preparing books for the next day.
4. Imagining something.
5. Reading good novels or studying.
6. Praying for a cute dream.

Five places I want to visit
1. Paris
2. London
3. Tokyo
4. The Angel's Falls
5. Barcelona

Four things I'm wearing right now
1. Abdi love Jabar tee
2. Navy shorts
3. My lovely black wayfarer glasses.
4. Undies, for sure!!!

Three bands that I listen too often (Currently)
1. Arctic Monkeys
2. The Kooks
3. Andra and The Backbone

Two things I want to do before I die
1. Bringing a real benefit for this whole world.
2. Living high with cool husband and lovely smart children.



One confession
1. I just wanna live, don't really care about the things that they say.

taken from Istina's Alaska? This way!

Good Morning

HiI'm here. Do you miss me?