Recent Things

• I will hit my college life soon.
• ..and yes, I'm excited.
  
• Glad I still can join my jazz classes!!!
  

• My lovely boyf got an eye correction surgery.
• ..please pray for his wellness.
• and his admission test. soon :)
  

• I do some good things like..
• ..commuting by train to my university.
• It feels effin good to take public transports.
• Why?
• Cause I hate flooding the street.
• with my dad's car.
  

Oh I love life like this. :----)

Bênção

Or they call it "blessing".

Capoeira is fascinating!
My body is fine but whole aching. Anyway, it is worth trying, worth doing, and worth the pain.
Armada is my favorite kick. Can I learn it more?
The workshop was a total bless, not boring, and awesome. The best part was when they combined Capoeira movements with Jazz techniques. Pretty.

Contagious

Hey, I found this pict from here and it really went with my thought. Contagious things are eerie. You know, how certain people can affect you and your life easily. Their methods, their ways of seeing life which sometime don't go with you but.. got you infected.
Let us take me as the example.
I'm not a beauty addict. Far from it. I enjoy mostly myself in my room reading books. It's more comfortable plus relaxing than staying hours to get a back massage. True. I know what I treasure but somehow another spirit spreads to me.
My mom loves beauty salon. Not so much, but she takes care of everything, and somehow, in a time, I realise I go to beauty salon more often than I used to do.
Contagious.

It's just the simplest one. Now can you imagine how they can affect you? People. Their thoughts. Their acts. Their judgments. Life goes on that way, demandingly contagious. It is like flu virus. You can get it if you don't pay any attention to yourself.

Then I see it is important to choose our ways to interact with people around us. Let us hold our self esteems. Don't get easily intimidated by someone's bad mood. Be free and make the protection from the contagious bad things.
and for sure..
to open up to the good things.
So.. just like the picture tells. Enthusiasm and pessimism are contagious. Like anything else.
Which one should we choose? Guess, we all know the answer.
Spread the good things, be valuable, and let live.

Difficult!

Baby you should know, it is difficult to commit to two different things.I got another playground to write, share, quote, upload cool picts, and definitely talk shit about creepy stuffs. It feels like more free there. But baby, leaving this one is even more difficult. This is my first love. And baby, I try to be faithful here. So I keep writing here and there. All of my emotions are splitted up. Don't worry, I'm going nowhere. I just have another place that I am more interested in. Cause I can talk about anything, everything, anyone, and everyone. Without you or anyone else feel being detested or harmed by sarcasm which sometimes throbs you hard.

It is like using eyeliner without mirror. Challenging..and keeping me sharp.
I keep my sharpness, baby.
Two different places, the same mind. Just to be true, the other place is pretty undeniabl.
I can't leave. I can't choose one.
Mind paying a visit? Ask. I will cheerfully tell.

It Gave Me an Impact

taken from here.

This morning, I woke up to nothing. I grabbed my blackberry and saw everything around. I exactly knew my holiday was gonna be ended soon. So I decided to take those novels I'd bought weeks a go. Some Nicholas Sparks' and Neil Gaiman's. Both are my favourite. Different genre but really got my way. I finished The Last Song in teary eyes. Always got me cried out.

Was it me or the novel that so cheesy?

You ought to read that novel. Seems another normal love story, but too pretty, and too true. It seemed to tell you about your regular days and it gave me an impact because... it was all normal. It could happen to anyone.
The end of the book?
Happy ending. I also fall for happy ending. The main role got her grip, she followed her passion and got back to life. Everyone should do like that, shouldn't we?

It really got me soft-hearted. :)

I want to go back to my grip. I want to write as much as I did. How I could post many things in a day. I want to take good pictures as many as I took.
I want to be positive in every thing I face. I want to spill some love, more laughters.
I want to buy a lot of pretty novels. Good novels that bring me impact like this one I read today. I want to do my best, in every single deed. I want to share my effort with everyone. I want to forgive things I said I could not. I want to be what I want to be. With alll of my ability and passion and God's given.

Thank Nicholas Sparks for giving me a kick.
I want to make the most of everything. I realise, God always puts his Grace in the right place.
And I should be grateful. I should stop worrying about...everything and be sincerely kind.

Have a good day, Sweethearts.

Love Song

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you

(Love Song - The Cure)

I Wanna Be Andy Sachs

My most favourite film ever. The Devil Wears Prada is well-touched to represent my dream. Or obsession. Or maybe, my very first obsession. Working on a media, to be specific magazine, to be more specific fashion magazine, else deeper specific high-end fashion magazine.
SUPERB! I want to work in that industry. Gathering with the overachievers or meeting some awesome designers, in charge of some pages of the issue, giving some advice to improve some parts, dressing in a good way to the office, tres chic. Fabulous, indeed.
Magazine industry always got me mesmerized. Wonderful, yes? How people's thoughts can be formed into something artistic that delightly informative and pretty in the same way...

Have you seen the movie? Go watch it!

Being Andy Sachs is beyond words. Hope someday I'm gonna make this come true :):):)

Neil Gaiman Says...

“Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you fall, you fly.”

So don't be afraid to take step and going down, eventually we'll find a way to feel better. Eventually, we'll get rid of people that bother us much. We will stop restating ourselves as losers as they made us feel to be. We'll find our way to feel happier with people who really respect you and never let you down.
They exist. Some who truly don't realise that they make us feel bad. So just don't care. Let intimidation get into us. We're bigger than this. If losers exist, they are not those who fail but those who talk and declare too much. If losers exist, they are those who quit earlier. SO DON'T QUIT. Move forward. Tell the world that being nice is just another crapshit if you don't do it sincerely. Tell the world that everyone is seeking for attention so let's throw some judgmental thoughts to improve everything.
Be weirdly good. Let's fall then FLY. Cause every moment happens once. You always can start it all over again but stain you left exist in everyone's thought. It never fades.
Make our own marks, let no badness go in.


Me? I'm happy and thank God for what He's given for me.
For every chances.
For good people and moments He keep around me.
For every bad people He take far from me.
and Neil Gaiman also says..

“Lives are snowflakes - forming patterns we have seen before, as like one another as peas in a pod (and have you ever looked at peas in a pod? I mean, really looked at them? There's not a chance you'd mistake one for another, after a minute's close in.”

Grace

Almost every grace can be found in balance lives. Love. Family. Friends. Clothes. Comics. Books. Cameras. Cupcakes. Or Else. Things you love. So let's call them everything. It comes in every shapes. Being nice to everyone eventually will pay us back. Don't be mad to those who get us wrong, maybe they got no idea towards who we are. Let people throw us judgemental thoughts. Use them as mirrors. Are we good? Or bad? Face that. Cause, here, what they say matter. Even not most. We all know. And just don't lie. Liars are cluelessly pathetic.
I'm being grateful. How about you?

A Pray

“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.” - Reinhold Niebuhr