28.9.10

What I Got from The Day Off

These should be done start from tonight :
  • say a prayer, no skip allowed
  • study, read more, be more knowledgeable
  • sleep earlier when there's no delayed task
  • stop twitting too much, oh well
  • manage the time-manage the time-manage the time
  • please do saving, Ferinda!
  • stay focused on some specific targets, don't get easily distracted
  • stop sweating small stuffs
  • pay attention to His gifts and grace
  • be contented with myself
  • write something!
wish me luck wish me luck wish me luck with everything

Soothing Dreams

I've been dreaming lately about..

sipping a mug of macchiato while waiting for the rain to stop.
going overseas, to the prettiest city like Prague and enjoy the night light.
getting myself dressed in pastel colors.
snapping photos, lovely scenes, memorable time.
chatting with my best friend who stays in US.
writing some love stories, some heart-breaking stories.
striding myself in shopping mall, with best friends and a cup of frozen yogurt.
getting lost in the bookstore then find a book that I've been looking for.
going to college with no worry haunting me.
dancing. dancing. dancing.
having a manicure. a fine one.
being driven home at midnight by the boyf.
feeling smart towards myself.
listening to Lene Marlin and not crying.

Just do come true, I hope. :---)

27.9.10

A Box of Chocolate

I truly feel like having a box of chocolate which wrapped in a black dove paper with a white ribbon on the top. Ordinary. Too ordinary and not interesting at all. Then I tend to tear the ribbon, then the wrapping paper. It is full of chocolate. With different shapes, different sizes, and different fillings. Yes, I love blueberry truffles so much.
Life has been like that. I did not know who these people are. How they truly talked, how they communicated. I faced them everyday. Everyday. Everyday.
Until now.
And you know what, if they were that chocolate, they would be my favourite truffles. They would be the blueberry ones or chocochips ones.
Offering me with a bright point-of-view, giving me some tips and trick or some words to survive in the place called college. Yes, they are all doing like sunshine
Life eventually takes me to the place where the bright and lovely people stay and gather. Meeting them are things I could never imagine before.
Great. My truffles. I love them.

Surprise


Howdy.
Everything was surprising last week. Some mishaps, more luck. Some tears, more caress. I got a sprain on my left knee, walking is definitely prohibited until everything gets better so I don't go to college today. Hope it will be better as soon as better as possible :)
This sprain somehow gives me qutte a time to rethink about everything. The past, the future, and the current. I realised some mistakes I've made, about the planning thingy, about adapting. I did everything recklessly. A bit resentment exist here, in my heart. But hey! Let's see for the next. I need planning. Whatever, my life is a bit messy. I tend to forget important stuffs in my room in Depok, I rarely clean my room, I study a bit. I know I've gotta handle everything.
This sprain knocks my heart in its way, in its pain.
I was putting a wrong thing over my focus.
I should go back to the right place. I should make the timeline. I should do everything whole-heartedly. Let's draw some for future, shall we?
Love, time, health are precious. Don't ever take them for granted or you'll get lost.
Inspite of the sprain, I still feel blessed and loved. I've just made some future plan!
Live righteously and enjoy. xxx FPL

26.9.10

I'm 17 but I act 20

[ x ] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ x ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own a credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[ ] You’ve done your own laundry
[ x ] You can vote in an election
[ x ] You can cook for yourself
[ x] You think politics are interesting
TOTAL SO FAR : 5
[ ] You show up for school late a lot
[ x ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[ x ] You’ve never gotten a detention
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[ x ] You like to take walks by yourself
[ x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week
TOTAL SO FAR: 9
[ x ] You know how to do the dishes
[ x ] You can count to 10 in another language
[ x ] When you say you’re going to do something you do it
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[ x] You study even when you don’t have to
[ ] You have hand washed a car before
TOTAL SO FAR: 13
[ x ] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[ ] You can go to the store without getting something you don’t need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x ] You can type pretty quick
TOTAL SO FAR: 15
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ x ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[ x ] You have been to the beach
[ x ] You use the internet every day
[ ] You have travelled overseas for more than 5 times
[ x] You make your bed in the morning
[ x ] You realised people of the opposite gender might just make better friends.
GRAND TOTAL: 20
Repost this with the subject as: I’m (how old you are) but I act (what you got on the test).

taken from Panda Bear.

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